Lusting multiple people at the same time takes away the magic in attraction. The feeling you desire does not match your expectations as it is a plethora of emotion from varied individuals.
Hollow words replace words with intent and meaning. The constant jump from one person to the next invokes a zombie like presence in you. Actions mean little to you as they have been overused and saturated.
‘i guess i can now truly forgive you for the way you left me bare,open, hurting and crushed.
For empathy one should step in their shoes.’
i got heaven in my eyes but i cause hell and catastrophe
and you date the man you scream you wouldn’t.
why do you hurt yourself like this?
you can’t create oceans from driftwood
and it’s a sad thing
policing your daughters
because you teach them that how others percieve them
is of a higher value than their self worth.
it’s even sadder how the same ways in which you shun them
and then are surprised by their sneaky ways
is an outlet which becomes a habit when practiced more than once.
it’s angry how you say you are not your parents generation yet you desire to follow the same traditions
into an age where letters are not even sent.
it’s pitiful how the freedom you suck out of her is the same freedom which will then be controlled by her spouse/partner
it’s amazing this circle of life you keep us girls in
to be policed
to be silenced
to be conditioned to feel nothing
now tell me darling why
you have so much hate in your heart?
you got to let that anger go.
the colour red doesn’t look good on you.
the light radiating from you
and let yourself move.
and you say women should not be afraid to speak up,
but tell me how my voice can leave the tongue when we have been told to quieten down,
that loud voices with thoughts are not becoming of a woman
or when we speak up we are undermined not because of content, but because of gender
how man always sees himself as the dominant, and see no harm in talking over us to silence us
or to question us
tell us to calm down
say it was a joke
ask why are we getting so emotional
as if women can not separate rational thoughts from emotive feeling
how we are mocked at for speaking up
when women are the most complex creatures
but when it comes to the last word
man will utter a statement regardless of its truth, and then belittle women when questioned.