The thought of losing you is scarier than death itself. and if we were ever to part i would spend the rest of my life dying from the poison of a broken heart.
the way she speaks of God
is the way i speak of her
and they never tell you how to deal with heartbreak over friends
they never tell you how deep the pain runs
but it happens. and you live
but to me you will always be my first love
and no one else can displace the energy and passion i put into you
so i wish you well, but i can’t see this through
you can always call me your home – you could have tried a little harder for us
the imperfections of human relationships
a man’s love is as conditional as the thing he desires. To what he can get out of it.
a woman’s love is unconditional to what she can put into it. To the potential she sees.
I have not been let down as many times emotionally from a woman than i have a man. Women are the driving force for me to love and self love. From too many setbacks and unclear paths with a male companion, i decided a long time ago to give my heart and soul to me. To women like me. To women like you.
Yet the bit that frustrates me aside from the empowerment is the distrust in women. We fear each others power and sexual prowess in relation to a man. Sometimes it is not enough hearing it from her, that you need to hear it from him. The final word. The final say. It is the bitterness and rivalry we are conditioned to play out in various scenarios with other females. Yes, disliking a female on personal matters relating to you does not mean that you have dropped the baton of empowerment. It is still there. But the sizing up and deducing where the other womans loyalty lies is a tricky game. The ‘maybe she said that to play with me. Did she really mean it. He didn’t think so.’ That dialogue is one which we all women need to work on. The catfighting over each others ex and asking ‘Is she better than me?’
No honey. That is where we fall down the rabbit hole.
‘She is beautiful in her entirety, as I am in mine.’ Say it with me. Empower yourself and don’t fall suit to doubting the divine feminine energy which you posess.
Lots of love xo
waiting for your happily ever after. Patience is loving yourself louder than your past. Patience is waiting for leaves to fall in their place.
Patience is having faith and not returning before the storm has ended.